You live inside a cage
You barely get by
The rest of us are trying
There's no need to apologize
I've got no time for feeling sorry

I know there are tons of people out there who do not like Paramore, but their new album is so much better. I would compare them to No Doubt ten years ago. Sometimes I feel like people I know intentionally dislike music because everyone else likes it. They are seriously missing out, because Paramore is so much tighter musically, and I feel Hayley Williams finally earned the hype she gets for her voice. I still get chills listening to some songs, and I just took it out of my car cd player for the first time in a month. It was for a good cause though. It was for Flight Of The Chonhcords

In other news, last week would have been one of the best weeks in a long time. I think this week will be really really good. I read a quote a long time ago about sucking the poison out of your life. I have done that, and I am so content. There is still some unresolved issues, but it is not my responsibility. So I am not going to worry about it.

Halloween was pretty good. I got to see some people I do not see that often. I met some new people too. I really do not understand why parents decide to name their kids after civil war generals. Nine times out of ten they do not even suit the person. I had to cut Halloween short though, because I had orientation at my current place of employment.

I love that. My job. I feel like a new chapter of my life is starting and all these options are opening up.

I just hate that one thing can completely throw off a good week. Especially when it was not even my fault. People can be so selfish and frustrating. Nothing makes me more angry then when people dictate my actions and accuse me of personal issues. I refer to them as personal because that is exactly what they are - personal. Between one person. One person has to deal with them. Showing concern is fine, but complaining about someone having issues is flat out rude.

I am not going to rant though, because this week is going to be a good week. People who did not understand the place I was at are not going to bring me down anymore. I can not believe I considered people who are not even there for me to be friends. Life is better. I am better. Everything is going to keep getting better. And if karam exsists, things are going to get WAY better.